M’s Neighborhood

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SCHOOL WILL END. I KNOW, SAD RIGHT? MY FRIENDS ARE FALLING APART BUT AT LEAST WE STILL GET TO SEE EACH OTHER AT SCHOOL, BUT AFTER SCHOOL, WHAT WILL HAPPEN? ARE WE GONNA STILL BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER A YEAR LATER? I DON'T THINK SO. BUT NEVER, AND I MEAN NEVER FORGET US, AND HOW WE STARTED. THE MEMORIES OF HIGH SCHOOL, ALL THE SECRETS, ALL THE TEARS AND LAUGHTER. I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH AND YOU WERE THE ONES WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN I WAS DOWN. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING GUYS I'M SORRY IF I EVER DID ANYTHING WRONG. PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR MY BAD ACTIONS, MY BAD MOUTH. I NEVER MEANT ANY OF THE BAD THINGS THAT I HAVE SAID. GOOD LUCK FOR SPM TOMORROW, I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO 9TH DECEMBER, BBQ OKAY GUYS? THE LAST REUNION. OH MY, I WANNA CRY NOW. I LOVE YOU GUYS, THE GIRLS AND THE BOYS. MAY GOD BLESS YOU. HOPE WE WILL BECOME FRIENDS TIL THE END OF TIME, NEVER FORGET US. 

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BM was okay, I'm not sure if I can ace it but I hope I did okay. English was easy except that I didn't have enough time to write better essays, Sejarah? Don't ask me, history is history. It was sooo hard like everyone said so. I don't get why, I spent weeks focusing on Sejarah and nothing gets in? Well I can't stress now. Got more papers to go, Maths is on Monday and I'm freaking out because you all know how I am with maths, I'm no good with numbers. Like I tried so many times but I keep on getting blank -_- Addmaths? Don't talk about it lol. Agama is alright. But I'm scared of failing Sejarah, helppp :/

And that took like about five and a half years. So we've got our results yesterday. I only got a lower second class hons. Haha much to my mom's disappointment, unfortunately. But anyway, fret not, I will get the same pay as the first class students, well unless I suddenly decide to go work in a private sector or something. Anddd they said that the Auckland Uni's standards are much higher and it's tougher to get good results? I'm not sure about that but I've heard some of the lecturers mentioned about it. So haha it's not that bad right? Or is it? Hahaha well, what's done is done. And I get the result equivalent to my effort (which is not much ahaha pemalasss teruk ish!) Anyway, graduation is next year. April in Auckland, and May here in KL. AND I WANT TO GO BOTH. Haha tamak ka? Saja pi Auckland and visit my boyf there and jalan jalan with my parents (hopefully both of them will go. My mom sure wana go punya.) Well that is, if I have enough money. Hehe.

That aside, I'm not very happy these few days. Haih. If only I have the power to change how people feel and think. But I cant. And it's not very nice, is it? I wish I can just be selfish like how some people are. And sometimes the best part is that they just dont give a shit. Like who cares, ya'know? Unfortunately I effin do. It'll be so much better and if I dont have feelings :( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Well if only I can actually scream that loud and feel better.

Ok gona go out. See ya.

Mama abah, Please wish me luck. I'm sorry if I have not been the best and if I can't give you the best result but this time I will definitely try. You guys are my true inspiration and I love you. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings, and being a teenager that I am, that happens a lot. I'm really sorry guys. JUST ONE MORE DAY TIL SPM, I'M FREAKING OUT. NOW I'M PUTTING ALL MY EFFORTS TOGETHER AND I'M GOING TO PUT IT IN GOD'S HAND. GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU SPM CANDIDATES TOO. PRAY FOR ME. MAY GOD BLESS YOU :)

Izzy: Baby, sedapkan meatballs yang kita makan tadi tu? Yang kat Ikea tu..
Alia: Ha'ah kan, I suka gravy dgn jam lebih.
Izzy: Tula, I makan 15 meatballs kot tadi. Tula kenyang tu..
Alia: Eh mana boleh kenyang! Who's gonna finish the Daim Cake?
Izzy: Oh yeah the Daim cake, okay now you're making me hungry again.

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