M’s Neighborhood

Please accept my sincerest apology 

For not making it the other day :-( 

Promise we'll go bowling and play futsal ! 

Gambaq nicked from Aini's and Lisa's Facebook. Aku baru ambik camera yesterday. So yay lepaih ni no more menumpang people's camera. Hehe hopefully. Anyway, completed my kursus induksi Kissm and the wretched exam. GOD I HATE TO GO THROUGH THE WHOLE THING AGAIN, PLEASE MAKE ME PASS! Heheh Aminnnn.

I cant believe that today is my final day in Ipba. I think it's because we only have 120 in the cohort, and everybody knows everybody, ya know? So yeah, no matter how weird or crazy these people are, we somehow bonded in the 5 1/2 years we've known each other. I will miss you people. Dont forget to say hi once in a while. Even though we may not meet each other, but there's always Facebook right? Haha.

Ok dah. Aku dah nak balik Aloq Staq. Went to watch New Moon just now with my friends. Bella is such a drama queen. And HELLO JACOB~~ Hehehe. Well okay fine, I admit Edward has his charms, but you know, he's too... Edward. Hahaha dont know lah what I'm trying to say. And I'm kinda bummed Dakota Fanning's screen time is so short. Pfft. Well maybe it'll be longer in the next ones.

See ya people. Slamat raya haji btw :)

Ultimately . 

To be frank , I don't know how to start this . I have been waiting months , to write this entry . Yet these feelings , these thoughts are just so hard to put down . Sometimes he just makes me feel so content and rapturous , the whole feeling is just overwhelming . But I still can't find a way to express it . That has always been the situation for me , when it comes to Aiman . I know you know I am a lil bit on the weird side haha , so yeah . I'm sorry honey , for not trying hard enough . This is , the best effort I can offer . 

Of course , it was not sunshines and rainbows all year round . I know we have had one hell of a perpetual series of heated arguments . That is , totally inevitable in any kind of relationship . I never thought I would say this but I am glad we went through all that . Haha yeah , me and my jealousy and patience problem . Sorry to say that one is not going away , but hey . We made it through . 

Contrary to what most people thought ( and still think ) , of course . Haha . What would it be without those imbeciles , simply trying their best in a futile attempt to disprove our relationship ? Really . It is quite amusing to witness how certain people are just so miserable and plain pathetic , they cannot stand to see others filled with such joy . Didn't your mummy hug you enough when you were little ? Tragic . 

Some of my friends wondered why and how on earth , I held on for so long . Even after enduring so much of unnecessary pain and heartache . Its not like I have never felt like throwing all of it away . I might appear to be strong on the surface . Just not all the way through . After all , I am just human . There is just so much that one can take in . We have all been there , have we not ? 

It is different for everyone , though . Lucky for me , I realized how big of a fool I would be if I were to leave . As if , I would have that kind of strength to do so . Falling asleep without his voice in company is difficult enough . A day without knowing he is there would result an ugly outcome . Call it monkey love , whatever you want . It is still love . And like every other lover , I hope to still be in his arms when I am dancing to Alicia Keys' If I Ain't Got You at my wedding reception . In ten years time . 

Fact #1 ? Isn't it obvious ? Of all things you do , 

Of course . 

Every time , and I do mean  

Every time our lips meet , 

I love it when I can't help but 

Feel good of how it fits perfectly 

1 More day to go . 

 

The fact that you would give anything ,

To spoil me in every other way , 

Even when I insist no , 

I love it when you choose Ignorance ,

In this case 

2 Days to go .  

When that ray of Sun is up against your beautiful exterior , 

Resulting an impeccable sparkle in your brown eyes ,

I love it when they portray your undying love 

For me , for us . 

3 Days to go . 

As the morning dew drops , 

Awakening me to all of it's glory , 

I love it when your voice is in company 

4 Days to go .  

When you sit across that table , 

And the waitress comes over , 

For an order of beverages we prefer ,

I love it when you know exactly 

What I want 

5 Days to go .